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	2006.12.07  18.35 i dont like college its too much work final crits are ridiclous ugh ugh ugh i wish i could just do all photography and nothing else that would be fantastic but sadly that can't happen.
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	2006.11.12  03.23 new hair? needs help. i just need to save up 70 bucks then i can get some nice shit. not ...this
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	2006.11.12  03.07 suck it i love her January is her return. Best Christmas Gift Ever.
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	2006.11.11  17.00 STOP STEALING MY FUCKING PHOTOS people have been taking photos from my shoot with brett and audrey without giving me credit for the photographs and its fucking pissing me off. http://www.flickr.com/photos/roseredphotos/sets/72157594368537429/show/ credit is : charles johnson myspace.com/mrharlot THANKS ASS HOLES!
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	2006.05.16  22.34 my god ive honestly never been this tired in my entire life, every night is horrible. it's either 2 hours of sleep or 3, never more. and constant wakeing up. i cannot wait for tomorrow so i can go to the doctors and get some medication for this "problem"
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	2006.03.03  00.01 so today i was bored and took photos
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	2006.02.24  16.45 god 2 more hours! im scared
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	2006.02.09  09.04 im going to be in the fashion show with christina should be intresting going to be in an all black tommy hilfger w/ pink tie to match christinas handmade dress lord im scared to walk ill fall
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	2005.12.28  01.11 jeanah is home wonderful looks so beautiful, more then usual we had fun tonight car fires causing heartattacks pugs staring at big red boots tom jones jeanah! Music: moby
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	2005.12.19  16.48 i may be silent, so play me with some music
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	2005.11.21  08.45 thanks..... not giving well thanksgiving is going to be horrible again, another thanksgiving @ the farm HA and if it's w/ mother fucking faggot donald I will kill myself. I want to see my family........but then again....I DONT! because they are all religious freaks and im not.. oh well at least i'll make lots of money instead of getting fat like everyone else Music: shut up mr snyder GOD
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	2005.11.21  08.43 blahhh i really can't stand it when people use you. its annoying... it's like "no one truly likes you. you can't be trusted. go the fuck away and kill yourself." yet some people who use you are so good at it and you take pity on them. it's a shame. I just don't know what to do anymore, i just dont know what to do..... Music: horns
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	2005.10.20  08.35 im in computers in music WHERE IS JULIA! Music: teacher talking about dr ex?
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	2005.09.30  08.58 im in computers in music right now and im jealous of everyone elses songs CAUSE THEY ARE BETTET THEN MINE
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	2005.09.29  18.59 SO I called my dad today and talked to him about moving with my grandma. He said it wasnt a problem and my grandma was glad to have me. Im seriously thinking of moving there for awhile to Vienna, Virgina. This place just has been suffocating me, nothing here ever changes and I feel like I'd be able to do something down there. I'd have to come home every weekend because im taking a class at U of the Arts on saturdays and I'd leave sunday afternoons's. I'm not even sure if im deff going, but i hope i do. this would be the school id go to http://www.fcps.k12.va.us/MadisonHS/ it seems cool. they have a cool looking graphic design program.
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	2005.09.28  17.16 i wanna move to maryland with my grandparents for a few months. i really do, i need to get away from this shitty ass place, it fucking sucks ass. Mood: yep fucking Music: depeche mode- dream on
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	2005.09.28  08.47 mother fuckign cunts I hate my mother fucking mother! shes back together with her boyfriend but she says they are "just friends". He is supposed to come over for dinner and I Told her I was gonna tell him How many men she was with while they werent together, and i was like why cnat i tell him mom if ur not together??? and she freaked out at me and told me DONT TELL HIM!!! BITCH im tellign!1
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	2005.09.28  08.44 !! i love you julia !
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	2005.05.26  10.35 !!!!!! Today half day of school, and no school friday nor monday! but i have no plans...what? who do i love today let me make a list..... first of all myself. then samatha eggers, then jeanah then erica ...those are my strong loves for today, may they stay strong all throughout the day
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	2005.05.24  13.46 !!!! jeanah is coming over today to play and film movies, ........ we might do something else together...... who said that....... who said that ???
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	2005.05.20  13.27 dfdfd i just got a new cd player and it doesnt fucking play my cds, dammit
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	2005.05.20  13.26 ughh wait im bored and want to kill myself...what? wait i have to walk to work in the rain... what? wait i have nothing fun to do today....huh? wait i have to finish a rescearch paper that i dont understand..hmmm? wait my moms not going away this weekend so no freedom....mmm? great just great hopefully ill have fun in the city on sunday... waste my money on clothes ill wear once
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	2005.04.19  13.59 umm this is me? Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||| 40% Stability |||||| 23% Orderliness |||||||||| 36% Empathy |||||| 23% Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56% Intellectual || 10% Mystical |||||||||||| 43% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Religious || 10% Hedonism |||||||||||| 50% Materialism |||||||||||||||||| 76% Narcissism |||||||||||| 43% Adventurousness |||||||||| 36% Work ethic |||||||||| 36% Self absorbed |||||||||||| 50% Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 50% Need to dominate |||||||||||| 50% Romantic |||| 16% Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 63% Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70% Wealth || 10% Dependency |||||||||||||||| 70% Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70% Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56% Individuality |||||||||| 36% Sexuality |||||| 30% Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Physical security |||||||||||||| 56% Food indulgent |||||||||||| 50% Histrionic |||||||||||||||||| 76% Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70% Vanity |||||||||||||| 56% Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 70% Female cliche |||||||||||| 50% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test personality tests by similarminds.com
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	2005.04.17  12.22 Garbage last night! Amazing concert ! i got to meet them all and they signed my cd, although secutrity was being such ass holes but i kept getting through them to get everyone of their signatures, they were like U MUST BACK AWAY NOW, its like HELL NO BITCH i paid for this concert and i am getting all their signatutues, NO ONE FUCKING STOPS CHARLES JOHNSON FROM GETTING WHAT HE WANTS\ Mood: hello i met shirley manson! Music: Moby
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	2005.04.12  13.52 Today Today Garbage's new album comes ouT!!! Bleed like me ! woo cnat wait gotta get it after school and ill listen to it, and ill have 50 minutes of pure sexual delight Mood: impatient Music: umm the sound of school!
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